Archive for November 28th, 2007

white flag- dido. aku. mimpi. pagi. salah

pagi yang salah. berkutat di permasalahan yang masih sama. bosan tapi tidak kuasa berlari. dan soundtrack pagi hari yang salah. tertular mimpi di malam hari yang aneh-sedih-salah!

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I know you think that I shouldn’t still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn’t say it, well I’d still have felt it
where’s the sense in that?

I promise I’m not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won’t put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I’m in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can’t talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of “it’s over”
then I’m sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won’t put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I’m in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I’m sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I’ll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I’ve moved on….

I will go down with this ship
And I won’t put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I’m in love and always will be

~~

*sigh*

yeah, ini masalahku untuk facing my heart and deal with it. bukan masalahmu. dan adalah salah jika aku bergantung kepada “pengertianmu”. bagaimanapun kita dua individu yang punya 2 kepala, 2 hati, 2 prinsip, 2 pemikiran, 2 dunia dan dua dua yang laennya yang membuat kita berbeda.

dan adalah sulit bagiku untuk mengerti tentangmu sebagaimana dirimu padaku.

and that makes me to decide to fight alone. tanpa berharap bantuanmu.

melawanmu.

melawan hatiku.

melawan alam.

melawan harapan.

salahkah?

*sigh*

all i know

i’m in love and always will be

with you

on a different side of life.