Mandy – Westlife dan ketulusan

kenapa mendengar lagu ini membuat hati terasa tersayat?

I remember all my life
Raining down as cold as ice
Shadows of a man
A face through a window
Crying in the night
The night goes into

Morning, just another day
Happy people pass my way
Looking in their eyes
I see a memory
I never realized
How happy you made me oh Mandy

[Chorus:]
Well you came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away, oh Mandy
Well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today, oh Mandy

I’m standing on the edge of time
I Walked away when love was mine
Caught up in a world of uphill climbing
The tears are on my mind
And nothing is rhyming, oh Mandy

Yesterday’s a dream I face the morning
Crying on the breeze
The pain is calling, oh Mandy

You came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away, oh Mandy
Well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you…

Oh Mandy won’t you listen to what I’ve got to say
Oh Mandy don’t you let me throw it all away
Oh Mandy won’t you listen to what I’ve got to say
And I need you today, oh Mandy

~~

Well, you came and you gave without taking

but i sent you away oh mandy…

~~

hmm… ketulusan. bukan perkara yang gampang bukan?

sudah tuluskah aku? atau ketulusan yang kurasa ini hanya fake aja… karena jika aku tulus meskinya aku tidak merasa apapun atas apapun yang dilakukan sebagai “balasan”.

kupikir dan rasanya aku sudah tulus. tapi sepertinya ukurannya tidak ada yang pasti kali ya. jadi aku masih perlu belajar untuk lebih dan lebih serta lebih tulus lagi.

however, ada AKU yang bercokol di sini.

AKU yang membuat perkara tulus ini menjadi susah.

semangat!

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