i used to have a crush on you =))

ehm… *menunduk malu-malu sembari memainkan ujung kemeja sambil kaki kiri menendang-nendang kerikil*

um, another confession to make. eh! apa gegara ramadhan kali yak, jadi banyak melakukan pengakuan dosa begini?! πŸ˜›

anyway,

i had a crush on my senior on high school. he’s good on voleyball (a leader, rite?) with a light skin, tall, clever pretty much, introvert, a geek enough for me, and yeah, definitely good looking.

my best friend also had a crush on him. and since i only like him on the way i imagined him, i never planned my self to get close, even knowing him more than what i already knew and dreamed.

aku menikmati peranku (sangat menikmatinya) sebagai penggembira abadi setiap pertandingan bola volinya, ketika dibela-belain telat masuk kelas hanya untuk nongkrong di pinggir lapangan SMA beserta temen satu geng dan melihat si cem-ceman ini olahraga, menjadi penjual kacang dan aqua ketika si temen deketku (waving hands ke Febi) mem-PDKT-in si mas itu dan dari kejauhan hanya sayup mendengar obrolan mereka, atau dengan penuh pandangan “merana-mengharap-memuja” setiap mas itu beredar di lantai kelasku (secara smaku bertingkat gitu, keren yak! πŸ˜› )

dan teuteub, menolak dengan keukeuh ketika teman satu geng plus beberapa preman norak-bahagia kelasku mengetahui hal ini dan berniat membuka jalan bagiku. meskipun buku diary jaman sma, satu buku itu, penuh berisi ulasan dan topik mengenai si mas tersebut.

but, that was back on 1996-1998. and the last time i saw him was on 1998. on my 3rd grade, he never showed his face on senior high school. i did not see him either on any reunion occasion. and of course, during his disappear period, there was lotsa lotsa yummy-licking-freshing-face around (yaolo, istilahku! πŸ˜€ ) so a couple month after his graduation, i totally forget him.

and then after this ten years.

just in a blink, he appeared in front of me. with no sign, no… nothing. just appear in front of me. hehehehehe… (oh my, i could not stop my self from laughing everytime i remember this πŸ˜› ).

i had a totally huge crush on him. i was his number one fans ( i guess, since no girl committed suicide just because of him, either do i πŸ˜€ ) but unfortunately, it took only a couple month to forget him. and i think for ten years, there should be nothing in my head about him tokh?

but last saturday, i was going with my sister to Tunjungan Plaza Surabaya, and we directly headed to male section. it was our plan to buy some sarung. and yes, pick up this and that, do some research to its sarung. and suddenly, i hear a voice that i think it’s familiar to me so i looked up to the person and i saw a mole below his right eye. and DANG! it’s him! hihihihihihihihihihihihihihi…

it just took a second for me to recognize and feeling so sure that it’s him. no matter how time already made some changes on him.

the mole is still there and the biggest thing is that HIS VOICE IS STILL THE SAME TO MY EARS!

he was with his pregnant lovely wife ( i wonder where is his twin sister) and his hair, his body, penampakan keseluruhannya masih sangat sama hanya berkesan sedikit lebih om-om kali yak πŸ˜€ .

dengan seluruh nilai plusnya yang dulu menutupi mataku, kecakepannya, tinggi badannya, putih kulitnya, senyum manisnya, tahi lalatnya, kenapa SUARANYA JUSTRU JADI HAL YANG PALING AKU KENALI DAN AKU INGET? hwahahahahahahahahahha…

no, i did not approach him. since he knew me as Febi’s friend and he was with his wife and also i’m busy enough with my nephew and nieces.

i just wonder, after this ten years (remembering those 2-funny-yet-ashamed-years in senior high school) why did HE make this happen nowadays? for no reason yak? just to brighten up my day? hihihihihihihihihihi…

it was a great time and i did not feel nor hear a heart break inside my body when he gently hold his wife’s hands. hwahahahahahhahaha…

i dont know, it’s kinda funny i guess. after ten years and suddenly i found my old time crush living in the same town with me. never know, never imagine, never guess, never expect that way. well, dibanding berbanyak kesempatan kami berdua ketemu di kota asal kami, kenapa justru pertemuan setelah perpisahan selama sepuluh tahun ini terjadinya di Surabaya?

and now i miss him already, just to hear his voice would be enough for me.

er… dont you dare to think that he has the most beautiful-angelic voice in the universe! well, melihat keseluruhan paket si mas tersebut, at first, i wish he has those baritone voice. tipikal suara berat-ngebass-besar-tidak fals-membelai sukma gitu. but, hey! nobody is perfect, rite? so does he. suaranya cempreng, fals, tipis dan enggak banget, hwahahahahahahahhahaha…

kenapa keburukannya justru yang melekat di otakku yak?

poor you, mas…*waving hand ke si mas R*

hihihihihihihihihihihihihihi…

eh, eh satu lagi… gag nyangka istrinya tipikal mba seperti kemaren itu πŸ™‚ .

Febiii… si mas yang sempat bikin loe nangis kejer di kost-kost-an ini lhoh, huwahahahahahahhaha…

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